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sadTopic: something different
Is this someone you know? It was for me. It causes more pain than one can imagine.
You see in your minds eye, your physiological and emotional ills. Because of that you have convinced yourself that you cannot be loved. With that mindset you put a lock on your heart, on that emotion defined as love so that true love cannot enter or leave. When someone comes along that truly and deeply loves you, you automatically know that is impossible but with your psychology training, you do know that it is obsessive love.
When someone like me comes along that knows about your physiological and emotional issues but does not care because the love that is offered comes from deep within the soul you have no way of accepting me. But your heart is locked so tight because you know you cannot be loved so you will not open your heart to accept the deep, devotional true love since it can, to your perception, only cause pain and sorrow. You have experienced the romantic seeds of physical love, but you have not opened yourself up to explore the fruits of true love.
